The army that carries out God's word. A fire before them and desolation behind. You see God's word out of their mouth will be as fire burning the stumble destroying the strongholds of darkness and setting the world on fire with a passion for Jesus . Who will declare my generation? We will!  This is your  generation Jesus! The Christ generation ! But we are weak....Yes but in our weakness his strength is perfected -we realize our weaknesses ,submit  to his strength and become stronger than any foe in the power of his might! you see we have  this treasure in earthen vessels that the glory and the excellency of the power might be of God and not of us. He gets all the glory!

   but I've been too bad! I went too far. ..No! Gods mercy is great !  it is new every morning! Endures  forever! It is  long suffering and his call on your life is without repentance. irrevocable.. he does not change his mind ..Remember he chose  you ...you didn't choose him..  he knew what you would do and your weaknesses and still he chose you.. he still believed in you ! He sees your end from your beginning ,the author and finisher of your faith. He started it so trust him to finish. He can write a better ending than any success story you have ever seen... trust him no matter what it looks like now. That reminds me of seeing an episode of the vh1s' driven about kid rock.. he faced many obstacles of which most people would have just given up but he didn't! He was asked after he hit it big  if he ever thought he would be in this place? he said boldly "yes  everyday"! those around him speaking of  his unbelievable positive attitude in the face of seemingly impossible odds said he kept saying "I'm going platinum"! well he did!

We must have the same boldness and greater confidence ,the Creator has our back ,who can stand against us?

I don't care what you've done or said, it wasn't the real you... Get up and come out swinging.. A righteous man falls seven times and gets back up seven times. I don't feel righteous. It doesn't matter what you look like , feel like or smell like... Jesus says you are ,so you are. God doesn't lie. Because of Jesus' blood you are righteous. Get up and never give up! Soldiers never quit.. rejoice in hope! The babies are in the birth canal. Let your weeping turn to tears of joy. As Paul and Silas praised God singing hymns in the dungeon at the midnight hour and all the prisoners saw them and the power of God shook the place -the chains fell from all of them and prison walls were no more! so it is in the darkest hour of your life, praise Him in your midnight hour and not only will you go free but also all those around you...

so praise Him  in the midst of your pain... watch God break the chains and His glory fall ! persecuted yet not forsaken (2Corinthians 4: 9) Jesus hasn't forgotten you! He died for you now he lives for you. He lives to ever make intercessions for you and me ,WOW !So next time evil slithers your way trying to intimidate, laugh point to Jesus and say you'll have to go through him first.

I now have much more sympathy on all sinners! I hate the sin but now more than ever I love the sinner and really hate the sin for what it does to the sinner . This new greater compassion compels me.. drives me to want to be a light in the darkest dungeons, the deepest parts of the darkest hearts were Satan has held Gods greatest generals in the dungeons of his devices ..As Jesus was moved with compassion and miraculous healing  flowed from Him also it will be with us. This great love will activate great faith and we will see great miracles! so no matter how bad now it seems or how cruel the tortures pain ..HOLD ON ! as William Wallace in Braveheart  scream out with everything in you! scream" freedom"! You are a revolutionary in the greatest revolution ,in the only revolution worth living for and the only one worth dying for!

Don't think that you are alone -  we are all tempted by darkness and we must all stand together in the love and in the power of Jesus.


 Charles Finney- a great man of God who brought down the fires of heaven, stirring the hearts of  many  in the 1800's wrote ..."You must expect very frequent and agonising conflicts with satan. Satan has very little trouble with those Christians who are not spiritual, but lukewarm, and slothful, and worldly minded. And such do not understand what is said about spiritual conflicts. Perhaps they will smile when such things are mentioned. And so the devil lets them alone. They do not  disturb him, nor he them, but spiritual Christians he understands very well, are doing him a vast injury and therefore he sets himself against them.  Such Christians often have terrible conflicts.  They have temptations that they never thought of before; blasphemous thoughts, atheism, suggestions to do deeds of wickedness, to destroy their own lives, and the like. And if you are spiritual, you may expect these terrible conflicts.

    You will have greater conflicts with yourself than you ever thought of. You will sometimes find your own corruptions making strange headway against the spirit. " The flesh lusteth  against the spirit and the spirit against the flesh". (Gal. 5:17) Such a Christian is often thrown into consternation at the power of his own corruptions.